Friday, December 25, 2009

Implantation Bleeding Pieces Tissue

Merry Christmas!

This Christmas was really different from all ALL OTHER, today were less people but I felt peace. Hopefully not forgotten ayam the true meaning of Christmas and we know that the best gift on this day is Jesus and let the enter our homes and that is really the guest and entertained and feel good.
God bless my family to my family, etc. .. Especially to the most needy, spiritually and physically ill alos. God I LOVE YOU! And happy birthday for

know .. eh not worth anything. It's sad, people do not understand how much suffering can turn around and smile at you and really suffered and I ah complaining about things that are not worth it .. encambio them smile. Talves not a child that her mother let it go to his uncles house to celebrate Christmas .. for in his house is a typical drunk, that the meaning of Christmas is unknown. And after a day does not return a call asking for his son. Encambio the child is demasiadofeliz .. feel greeted by the family feels at home in peace love. So is .. that child is my cousin I have no idea that thinking or feeling ah .. I guess something ugly but is special because the smiles and looks very happy but deverdad .. is apreciaaa and only received a jacket for Christmas encambio I received many things and was upset because I had brought what he had requested. If so is an ungrateful encambio the full of joy! If you do not spend with her mother wanted was for something .. esyta bad = (it's drug and alcohol history is ugly .. so if they read this please ask them to ask for Lorraine and their children. qie and I can only thank God nothing because I think .. gave me all this, everything that made me .. ah Thank God for the life I love you and forgive me but I know your love is immense thousands of sins. Posted

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Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Home Remedy Keloid Removal

im lost in your eyes

I can not wait for Friday! On Friday will be leaving the college genialisimo'm outta here! I'm going to El Paso, Tx shopping! Oh I have so many ganasde siiiiiiiiii buy ropaaaa epa. nuevooo need sweatshirts jackets pants tops etc .. all week and month ah been very, very nice things have happened depsues will tell, and as more and unasemana quefelicidades only we went on vacation! Christmas is simple and OhYeah giftsgifts. the one I I naaaah estamal ñeñeñeeeee! haha good on Monday begin testing on Thursday we're going to loneliness (Community support is going to see children and ydarles so sweet and stuff) and Friday will be the fiestaaa, quefelicidaad sienteee Christmas already haha cannot wait to eat TURKEY ! lol hoooy was in volleyball and that came about almost all types of basketball gueroooos! and I muertaaaa haha and all of voli and well, and they believe were the kids who had said that we had dicjo that if we took a picture with them! were there and we salute you and so clear that the dying of envy gals haha! loved the number 25 xx nathan jajaj me but just a great time! Posted

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Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Low Calorie High Fiber Recipes

THOSEEEEE EYES.


Every time it seems to grow more and more Zac Efron! I saw some pictures and was impressed too .. as ah grown at this time and with his new haircut! Crestaaaa Muerooooo combing with GOD GOD ereeeees increiblementeeee EFROOOOOON extremely beautiful! LOOK BUT WITH NOTHING BUT THAT SMILE SO PERFECTLY WITHOUT POWER, WITH THOSE EYES THAT COLOR BLUE CIELOOOO O SO BEAUTIFUL THAT WAY WHEN IS HIDING THE SUN .. You're lucky that someone so beautiful is to have you .. Vanessa Hudgens

're the sky That I Fell Through
And I remember the view I'm holding you Whenever

The sun hung from a string
Looking down on the world over as it Warms Everything
Chills run down my spine
As our fingers intwine
And your sighs harmonize with mine.
Unmistakably I can still feel your heart
beat fast when you dance with me.
We got older and I should have known
(don't you feel alive)
That I feel colder when I walk alone
(Oh but you'll survive)
So I may as well ditch my dismay (Bombs away)
Circle me and the needle moves gracefully
Back and forth
If my heart was a compass you'd be north
Risk it all cause I'll catch you if you fall
Wherever you go
If my heart was a house you'd be home.
It makes me smile because you said it best
I would clearly feel blessed if the sun rose up from the west
Flower baum perfume
All my clothes smell like you
Cause you're favorite shade is navy blue
I walk slowly when I'm on my own
(don't you feel alive)
Yeah but frankly I still feel alone
(Oh but you'll survive)
So I may as well ditch my dismay
(Bombs away)
Circle me and the needle moves gracefully
Back and forth
If my heart was a compass you'd be north
Risk it all cause I'll catch you if you fall
Wherever you go
If my heart was a house you'd be home.
If my heart was a house you'd be home.

MY HEART IS YOU, SO MY HOUSE IS YOU. LOVE YOU SO FUCKING MUCH ZACHARY DAVID ALEXANDER EFRON Gracias a Owl City que crean tan hermosas canciones like this-if my heart Was a house. YOUR ARE GREAT CANCIONEEEES = ')

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Protective Camera Cover 2009

I'll never hurt you ... YESTERDAY

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God god god god god! I can not believe so beautiful and sad movie can not be. Love every detail was the saddest thing. And I ask who would you choose Jacob or Edward esque are so beautiful, god miooo when Jacob takes his shirt so fast (?) And save all the beautiful things that diceeeee! And when I said that would have been smarter to have lasted more than fixing the bike to spend more time with her. The point was to cry too was so hermosaaa ;_______; But if I was heartbroken when Bella tells Jacob that if I had to choose between the two would choose Edward was so obviously that aaaaaaaaaaa 8-( thousand buaaaa cry ... lol Seriously, I said a friend who never read the books because then I really fell in love with Edward so much much better acquainted not read the books .. I do not read good books haha esqe am very loose. _. Well I have Twilight in English only I'm too lazy to read what I have had for over a Anoy what I have read to 100 .. I happen to start reading twilight so excited the first day and then becomes a .. "I read it after a while .. but .. etc. And then tell me voooooy more about what we think about new moon on my Ipod .. Terrible unfortunately serves only, died yesterday .. = (not that does!

Sunday, November 22, 2009

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very good day yesterday, what a good day? incredible day but not got what I wanted but still buenisimo
+ Salio was new moon-that he does not know, from Thursday good on Wednesday at 1 am was the prestreno-really it was Thursday-Great preview, if it happens who do a preview? with a debut this good, "obviously not good that day because if I was telling my mom I was going to say you're crazy .. insane at 1 I wake up! noooooo. Well the point esque obviously not going to see so few friends and I decided to go see it on Friday.
+ alfin arrived on Friday and we did not agree .. Friday was the premiere can say .. my brother was but said there were no tickets, no wonder .. I was a child see new moon?!?! wtf?! esuqe the point I wanted to go see his girlfriend, and Then on Friday did not go.
+ Sabadooooo arrived! At about 11 he marke a friend and told him that if we went to sun plaza, to be honest the fashion mall if that horrible name, but good, so we went .. my friend was really "neat? - porqe going to see jesus eddy-the boy she likes, and then we place the sun at about 5 laps
+ Dimos, we went to Starbucks so typical that I make and eat a frappuchino caramel with a chocolate muffin, just remember it and it suits me even half the muffin cloy me but still I keep eating, starbucks were there in the first few guys from school .. gave somewhat laughable and sad because a lot but just tossing dead had me laughing my friend =*** a word to describe .. went from 'single' We laughed for any nonsense .. how long
+ went to the cinema box office film was immensely full .. not just film the whole mall was packed as if a SPECIAL OFFER to buy things at 10 pesos no .. okay but it was packed the line to buy tickets was inmensaaaa thousands of people are not fans .. darks had all emo rockers Simple strawberry nerds etc. .. formed to buy the ticket to see New Moon
+ So I decided not to buy until later so we decided to spin then go buy the ticket ... -Fingers crossed that they might be tansiquiera 2 tickets to see New Moon but when I saw the billboard was sold out all to see New Moon so buy tickets see The Exorcism of Dorothy Mills -.- was not really convinced it will not let me and I do not like watching scary movies but mafer-name as my friend, I force myself to buy-nah lie .. I told him that she wanted .. for she had seen on Friday new moon-
+ went to the ice rink and there we find children for thousands of years since I last saw my primary school friends and I salute them were friends of jesus eddy .. and asked them if I was going to come and said that they would not .. so is aguitooo mafer for what we wanted to see Wife and I stayed there about 1 hour on the track and hate the smell of feet on the track .. can not stand it so it was just too impressive to me aya been there, and good children spend and we threw ice pedaso .. even Eduardo fell like 3 times and Alex raspoooo callus and especially in the knee and things like that happen on the track
+ From there we move on to the movie theater when we were going to give the lord the ticket-rather when we deliver, we asked if we would see that and told him of Dorothy Mills and said it suited us to see who was worse than that of the Exorcism of Emily Rose scared so I hate the type to do that x______X .. so as to equal the mueraaanse but we will see .. entered as 15 minutes before it started and there were in the room talking even made a plan to get out at 8 and tell the guy that if we put in the new moon because of dorothy mills was very scary .. spend time and gave the movie started at 8 and we went out was good
+ Dorothy Mills of understanding but not watch it almost but hardly scary .. is very little suspense is rather not really do an exorcism no .. but seriously watch it this very good movie if I understand him explain it there .. haha and good slaimos and already there we went was over at 9.30 ending the movie took too
+ marrow We went to the entrance to go through nsootras and do not know we were attacked with laughter as a child-were-inmadurisimos playing a child struggles and was bringing a game that seems to poop and one of the balloons that sound like a crush and points .. the globe and crushing the child let go of the popo so as if you were shitting?! we had attacked the laughter clear that they were bastards as 7 years and was impressed as one-which resembled a Friend lightning mafer it and said bitch and I so that children developed aaaaa that so small and well miedoooo fools ... But good as this the world .. generations worse every time I include my generation-xx-and good and we went there
+ The siguientesemana'm going with my cousin to see New Moon! but they told many, who read the book that did not like the movie or if you like but desepcionaron .. a friend who really only in love with EdwardCullen-who does not? - I'm not obsessed .. I love the story but otherwise I'm going to see Taylor Lautner .. rawrrrrr esqe deque is so hot out in separate parts without camisaaaa morrire and yell so that part! and I want to go see it with my cousin and then go see it again .. I think esque to me if I will like it and not read the librooooo eh jaja esque say the book is nothing to do with the movie but buenooo the =******* and END will enjoy!



Yes! Cambieeeeeeeee good not change .. I put a picture on the bottom of kevooo joe and nick so simple but I like it. When I have time I do a mejorsita .. Create a facebook application in everyday phrases, find it as life is a rollercoaster, or if not here is the link life is a roller coaster . Use it seriously and I hope that helps in this application it says something very true things. Read what life means to them every day. I have wanted to eat chocolate chip cookies .. I will go to steal cookies my mom.

Saturday, November 21, 2009

Gdzie Jest Cholesterol

good day all up to you to make you wake

DIOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOS MIOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! This week ah been good, in spite of everything that happened to me .. It was a particularly good week on Thursday, walking is great single and laugh at things that make no sense. Good week why?
[1] It was youth week, estubo buenisima we praise, sing dance, hear testimonies that will touch your heart or fills you and you said wow and could get out of it, really that big is and everything loves us, and then also had meditated and was present at the exhibition to see this most holy cry too much as a man who had told us his testimony was saying nice things too .. And there is the background song they had was that you never let always there but you never see, that song is beautiful I am filled with emotions and feelings to me in tears. Seriously let him in and transforms your life. And the youth theme of the week was "Do not tell me you're a boy, you will go where I want you to send and preach all that I say" something, but lovable man was very good the week I had a really good apart from that I went with my Dani-she has a big angel, then I had attacked with laughter but just when it was time to meditate meditated not only talked and cried D:
[2] I found that I go to people's self esteem, nose long friend had told me not I have a mood, it almost does not happen to mourn ( ?) or not be sad (?) D: not cool ..
[3] I left the voli but left school until 4.30 and lazy but the teacher criticizes me for everything I do from my running, if you know how to run and jump-up told me " , and do not laugh too lazy? not realize and tell me your faces esque laugh at my face I know I laugh but I feel like I do not think either make fun of me or laugh it does not hurt so much that they make fun of me since I get used Secondary 1, I dijieran-the drunk, the drugged, nose-I do not care I'm too happy and feel good about myself and not going to change my way to please people and good was not entirely well voli the teacher enseñoa we throw ourselves to save a buck when you go too low and one of those was to give an cartwheels to back-but as the baby-and the second time you try the only thing I remember was that my head and throne my back hurts from that horrible horrible day back
[4] "The first thing I should have but did not put it as" On Monday there were no classes, why? because there was a day off for the Mexican revolution was bone on November 20. yesterday. =* Birthday indeed my dad will be 24, you prepare your regaloooo EMOTION-no big deal, BUY! Aaaaa ...- not and how I could forget but never left the house Monday, and wanted to leave because everyone would not go out, my mom put the Christmas tree and do not ask .. I know they will say crazy! Just noviembreee is 21!
[5] Today, I think, I'll see some friends from vacation does not see .. And I think that will make me laugh a lot as always, if you do not do their rediculeses then .. they will not. And I think we will invite more people, I hope,
[6] voli jugamooos recess .. rather good in all voli play breaks and makes me not as good for nothing! And I need to be busy to eat nothing or rather not hungry D:-shut up! and I know I'm a sinica-
[7] again and see the noseeee-Jonaaaas not believe I saw them in concert, or so-(when I put the song began Jonas Brothers When You Look me in the eyes = ') yaaaaa Kill me! ) nooose whenever I see them I fall in love again, I can not wait for my birthday in over a year! The ire to see where but I'll see! He had

Monday, November 9, 2009

What Dog Food Will Not Give My Dog Gas



a desire to write something lol and here I am writing to you as always to and although no one made him read to vent, drop everything.

Great stupidity that is never fall in love with someone who you can reach, nose and maybe someone younger or older than you. A different school .. different way think even those people you see and will know where the ball is but your memory of the anger is never ... How sad is ilucionarte and keep you all that never was but such is life, we must wait for the right is not going to come as if by magic .. The love that we will remain a passenger perotalvez for eternity, and hopefully that you are you!


C! Thnx ai lob iu! LOL suithart mai

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Thursday, October 29, 2009

Wedding Vendor Contract Templates

passion sadness and happiness

TEAM - The destination does not understand why you stood before me, that day that I met you I felt something, you look and you had a face so perfect, so beautiful, large round eyes were mesmerizing dark brown, your hair glossy black, your face is so simple yet perfect. His voice was special, I met you and you were so simple and the same and since then I love you. not if you looked askance hallucinating or without penalty turned to me .. maybe not, my eyes were so enamored that hallucinated things .. After talking and love .. from now I see .. is that we have different ways that sad but I have hope that one day we a destination that day will be happiness. I LOVE YOU Menny, ever, ever read this is so stupid writing this .. no one reads it or you will read it but just as good a I love you and I have wanted so much to mourn not .. esooo drop makes me sad we no longer see each other again and hopefully one day you rediscover TEAMOTEAMO TEAMO seriously !!!!! Posted

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Thursday, October 22, 2009

Exploitation Movies Stream

That This Is the world we live in

jets of months ago did not write (omitting the last posting). And shock discharges missed being here ... Why I like this because I relief and good writing haha no one reads this but I want to make a "diary" saying what happened and later I could read and remember and laugh. Well, first of all how sad I am sick riiiiiiight esque good thank God I'm improving. First I thought "oh is not influenza me die!" "Exaggerated" haha ... and I felt fatal seriously felt like I was going to die and burn was cold and had a high fever. Well as I am making my confirmation yeah. Me I've been having a great time is impressive to hear the testimonies of mejr esque kids and understand them and they make you understand things eh learned to love God and I hope to be better for the night because I'm going to lectures from 8 to 9.45 and not I want to miss a single issue and is good on Amordad knew my life might be an illusion haha or not I move to extremes .___. but seriously is awesome how I love him, is a year older than me haha and so much has happened that I'm not overwhelmed and I imagine things or alamejor nothing to do and if they are true. I hope and something will happen between him and me haha. Posted

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Nothing makes us so Solitiare as our secrets. Opposites and Saami

What is happiness? I always wondered .. eh Before you just say I'm happy when inside I had low self-esteem. I used to think that happiness is found in all that we like to "live a crazy life" .. but it is not. Often prefer to hide all that bitterness, sadness, heartbreak and more .. Through laughter or simply saying "I'm fine" when you're not enrealidad. Not bad keep your emotions or feelings get them as good as they say "there are good days and bad days." And happiness is in God this man who loves us no matter what. Posted

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Sunday, September 27, 2009

Primer Pair Calculator

Haiku.


If so, then let life

will erode.



... In D.


How Do I Know If My Cat Has A Tumor

resignation



not going to start what has no beginning.

is an art, swoon
in your arms while (lie)
[The sun melts your wings I hesitate and I


you take the hand in a poem
[

fragmented aimlessly as haiku, three lines

suppressed-shattering insights.


not going to understand you and I do not understand
in which (we) understand.







But ...

Even ... Among


both absurd
                          tanto abuso
                                    y
                      such apathy
; I miss].


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Haiku In The Hall. Isolation


phrases in cutting and stacking

words will my days.


Saturday, September 12, 2009

Cheap Nitty Gritty Comb

(Sin) Need Voice


anyone I have no (more)
hates me in ignorance.
Here we are,
without skills, without bodies
without concern.
No need.
anyone I have no (more)
to love for one side ...

My broken soul I apologize
because he knows exactly what he does.
Come on, give me your hand this time I jump
on your side.

Thursday, September 3, 2009

Shower For Bride Who Is Moving Out Of State

Jacques Brel

sometimes unseemly

voice is indifferent and silent

for not calling you in a dream

diluted watercolors
and his alibi

lies beyond a star or a lament moves

when drowning in a pulpit
hunches and skin on the scaffold
;

why hate

mute.

Sunday, August 23, 2009

Do Guys Like Tight Or Loose




Ne me quitte pas (1959
)

Ne me quitte pas

Forget Everything
Who can forget
already fled

Forget the time
Misunderstandings
And time lost
to know how

forget those hours which sometimes killed

A Loved why

The heart of happiness


Ne me quitte pas Ne me quitte pas Ne me quitte pas

Ne me quitte pas Moi


I will give you pearls of rain
Venues
countries where it does not rain

I dig the earth Until after my death

To cover your body D'or
and light

I will make a
Where love is king Where love will
law
Where you are queen


Do not leave me Ne me quitte pas Ne me quitte pas


Ne me quitte pas Ne me quitte pas


I shall invent senseless

Words That you understand I will speak


From those lovers then
Who have twice seen Their hearts ablaze



I'll tell you the history of this king
Death of failing to meet you
Pu


Ne me quitte pas Ne me quitte pas Ne me quitte pas

Do not leave me

was often seen
rebound fire
From ancient volcano we thought too old


It is apparently burned

Lands Giving more wheat
That a better April

And when evening comes
For a sky blazes
Red and black
Do not they marry


Ne me quitte pas Ne me quitte pas Ne me quitte pas

Ne me quitte pas Ne me quitte pas


I will not cry
I will not talk

I hid my
To watch you dance and smile


And sing and listen

rire Laisse-moi

becoming ombre L'ombre de ton ombre L'
of ta main L'ombre de ton


chien Ne me quitte pas Ne me quitte pas


Ne me quitte pas Ne me quitte pas.

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Friday, August 21, 2009

8 Newtonian Reflector Telescope




peace is to love as war is to pain.

God please take care of my mom ... I hope she'll go fine and come back fine. And forgive me ... I'm Not Such a stupid for going with her. Posted

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Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Info On Dia De Simon Bolivar

noneedtorush @ 2009-08-18T11: 20:00


Today is a good day to talk about something today and I realized I was full of nerves. Yeah, I know no one reads it but I still always feel something desahogare because that keeps me here in peace, or rather I'm traumatized.
Overall, I was watching a flirck and you know you are going to different flircks you and so, until I saw one and went out a link I think it was something of a blog was isaidfreak So I went, because I thought it would be about photography but it no first attention surprised me the title I had, I thought surely it is nothing but a title ... which was 'food is my enemy' Then I started to read procedures and post-horrible-I began to read that the girl was a case of ana and mia. Where they gave tips on how to throw and its history ... I was so hurt and disgusted ... not that I have anything against the anorexic but is horrible because to be honest I used to think that what they said that according to this had pages that invite you to be anorexic and bulimic said they were pure nonsense that did not exist, but when I saw this blog I stay inaccuracies, almost the girl was happy to be what it is, shame that I did not read it because it happens to me very strange when I see or read something like it fills my mind that I keep thinking about it and I was so traumatized that my mind begins to fill this be, scared to death, am a very nervous and Remal but ... So good good this article is this note which is about what I think on this topic. First of all ah
be horrible fall in anorexia and bulimia ... The truth is not, but hey, read articles which tell stories, what hurts me most esque do not learn to accept ourselves as we are, or if I'll be fat or that, but we we go faster than that is the worst choice would be the ana and mia. No I can not imagine a girl like a friend of mine had a problem. She started to tell her parents telling her that was cast in much fat to lose weight, it was the only fat in the family. I was impressed because it's true many times by what others say one makes big mistakes. Then one day I get so scared my friend, since for like 2 months after nurse told me. He told me that ended up in the hospital, she fell in bulimia as she was told by his parents and a sister who was older and they said that could weigh more than her older sister to her. I stayed in complete shock could not believe it, he said he felt horrible. I do not doubt that horrible feeling ah, it's probably something so desperate that you can not eat or eat right after you vomit. Too bad there are thousands of cases worldwide, and no worse than horrible what the pages where you are invited to be bulimic or anorexic .. like a world so cute ... that takes you to the brink of death. It gives me great shame that people do not accept as they are, even I sometimes eh, haha because I can not say I'm plump thin is that if the clothes I hate that sometimes I look good, but they know I 'should I care not as I see, or what others tell me, I'm so good about myself 'and good for the world in which we live, so horribleeee because not only is this if not alcohol drugs violence and thousands of things. Anyway the only thing we have to do is Attacking and not out of the way faster. Hard to do the best you can =). and good is the only thing I wanted to share enrealidad left in shock hahaha. Buenoooo byebye.


californianbitch!

Friday, August 14, 2009

Neckpain The Week Before My Period

Those Guys

algocon

I want to share you, it was all so strange so fast. maybe and nurse them past or we are from another planet?.

today I went to sun plaza, ok not now changed its name to fashion mall, if it is so mall name for a churro or more, and generally good me and a friend were going just that and we ran into some friends of mine and we went with them. and entered to see the movie more churra that may exist around the world, can not remember the name but good. is supposed to be scary but nah, are pure lies. and good and we and a friend needed to talk to his father but did not bring balance so that he saw some guys and asked them, is to speak English. and we went with it and I lent it and now bye. then we went out and they believe the children are asking us if they can take a picture with us and then nimodo to say no and no longer made. sefueron and returned and asked for the cell or it clear that we were afraid 8-) jaja-rare-and I started talking with them and so on. then we went and said it gave no beams my phone? i because they do not spend my facebook but good haha, then we kidnapped and raped? jajaja ok no. strange but good that made me laugh. that cute =). and well I'll sleep muerode

. Posted

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Hemorrhoids And Menopause

Why

You bring something hidden hands closed



supporting at fault on each other. Someone say

fast

why the wind does not care

evaporate to tears ... You bring the gaze

pale bones
empty

like wandering
only thought had evacuated your soul. Someone say

fast
why your silence


are more expensive than loud profanity. You bring


word in another sentence is


separating light into the world of assumptions

awake. Someone say

fast
why life


says he loves you when
living lights when you need it most

off ... Leftovers

When Does Cubefield End




stones rain down on my head

girl who conceived and gave birth to this idea


now costs me more than the sanity

cost me a life-yet

value-


And I rocked my arms
lost nymph.


and sang in treble clef
moon, stars

love.


And I slept in the hope of posarme


in his eyes closed, and only


found that one day was enough for a goodbye

never left
His lips

because they never existed ...


But I can not let go and I can only


to fail when you try to spend

a joke when you're drawing
destination
, with pain on the lips of the cracks

-hands-on
wall looking for answers


looking for an exit in the twenty lap on the pillow

rusty.

But I can not so easily


cede defeat my blood,
because I was not

but never know if
whispered in my ear so dull that you

-meaning -

never expected to hear.


But today more than in my belly as a metaphor
bright

of Paradise Springs

because winter always
the bone pierced the the pain
boiled
the wishes of
faded in the absence of death has been known
keep you ...

unscathed.

Can Men Catch Thrush From Women

Stones Scar

,
pieces of myocardial ...
There are
apologizing, pestilential
its existence.

If I knew what time I decided to abandon

to blind luck

may have a temporary fault. Several places




words and silences. Several



darkness and my chest
only shortcoming.


were there "there?
in looks, while

pieces fell gently on the polished concrete

of our time. Two lives


of two distances,
one in my head and the other pulse


beyond what is tangible.


If it was genuine brand had left. But the mirror


develo me only as a




giant scar.

Sunbeam Mixer Repair Open

De-back


De-back due to a morning
anachronistic. Hypochromic


Dreams fade now. Results

goodbye

that tore through which should not.


De-back with no trace of the past and faces without shadows

footprints in the sand wind
siren
the tide. Evacuation


emptying
Enucleation
No back.

De-turn in the rotating storm

of everlasting ignorance

buzzing in my head like a luminous darkness reigns
waiting ...


De-back to the pool of desire

where
always

back to drown,

pen, paper

and your absence
at ten and twenty

pm

a night

anyone.

Sunday, August 9, 2009

Underactive Thyroid In A Pug

noneedtorush @ 2009-08-09T01: 14:00

Who ah never felt that feeling that the enemy calls you, you whisper, it makes you make great folly? It's terrible is not it? be afraid because you feel his presence that want to run eh go to that room or place, but just feel your breathing sighs her bad advice. Tempts you to do bad things, you say no I'll do that at last end up doing is really amazing what it can get the mind of a human being, to believe in fantastical things, to feel the presence of a loved one gone or more ... It's amazing what you get to do that at last stay so sorry you and wanted to give it a shot, or turn back time and have no echo. But what I miss, miss this and there is no turning back. The only safe for all these temptations esque always a CONSEQUENCES. So I asked to leave the enemy no longer whispers, aya no longer fights and the other side, grab the right track. And remember always be yourself, not seeming to be someone else and unless you do something you do not want to do to feel part of the group or more popular, since the only thing you are doing is lies shall fill you and hurt you. Posted

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Wednesday, August 5, 2009

Kenwood Remote Wire Color

support V

I DO support vanessa hudgens! As I will not support my idol, my example to follow. Many will say yuck, is that ... role model (?), as if! She fills up every day not to see a picture I'm happy and I hand the ball to make you jealous that my V. Not find it very ridiculous that when Vanessa is at the top of the top draw the pictures? And they were recently invented! RECENT Please?! Puajjjj, I say let them for later so that again fall under. And also we incunbe us your photos! These are photos I repeat PERSONAL PERSONAL, ie everyone knows what you do with your life and choose whether or I take pictures so that. And by god tambieb never admit V will continue to be the "Gabriella Montez", describing it as a sweet girl, a girl, not like a girl, or also a girl "Disney" but everyone grows up and everyone chooses the course of his life. The thing that angers me the stupid to esque "fuck you PerezHilton PerezHilton-on who cares if vanessa was taking pictures like this and if the public gets to give a bad name for god vanessa envidiosoooo! I hate people that is so, just want to give a face to people who are having success! And because of that bastard now the photos walking around the internet because if the postio weighed and then remove them (when they all had saved, caught, taken, postio etc) and so while walking on the internet ... people would say that vanessa was a prostitute a whore and stuff like that and of course, can not miss those who refer to themselves "fans" that probably ceased to be their fan or something. Maybe I'm here and if she's sad I too, if she cries I cry with her, if she is happy I'm happy, so thousands of things she does or feels I also feel it. And I just hope this is not going to be like in 2007 than in candids vanessa came out with a face that broke my heart: (I hope not, and just support is a great guy and as they say nobody is perfect, everyone we were wrong. And I just love her because of the other tropeso see it but he got up, I mean I love having the courage to accept its consequences, and to solve their problems and ultimately to the final Alcabes out with his beautiful smile makes me so happy. Vanessa I love you till death, I will support you everysingle day of my life. Be happy, fuck What They Say! :) You are an awesome women! And remember dont let the fear of Striking you out stop you from playing the game! I love you V thanks for Being What You Are: D

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Monday, August 3, 2009

Reviews On Barska Spotting Scopes

you make me want to loose control and start

Them

i make good girls go bad Then i make good girls go bad, that trauma that song * cough * it hit me as I spend watching MTV Hits on my TV because it is the only thing fills me (?) jajajaja and songs are pure bag Nuevitas and I get excited (?) hahaha ok no, no, but I get excited my mom back and guess haha x3 better tell them

history July 31, 2009 and to about 9 or 10 pm me about my mom (she was in monterrey)
monicaaaaa! who cres? Queeee
breast? happened
the Jonas Brothers are in front of my hotel
naaaah breast lie, they go somewhere right now in usa mony
I promise! are in front of my hotel in the arena monterrey
that breast can not be there! * Cough *-aferradisima-
is seriously! are here in monterrey if you want to see the myspace
(entered the damn myspace ...) the first thing I see is sand monterrey monterrey 7:30
queeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! not true, I saw mama never lie! I never realized that said monterrey!
if moooony x3 are here
front of the hotel that you see? L !!!!!!
not, but you saw there as thousands of people are really full and have a screaming!
oooomg (about to mourn) aaaaaaaa and what happened?
not know everything I did to let me go to buy things!
as you did?!
I went with a police but told them to convince a birthday tomorrow and you loved the Jonas Brothers
abutting ma! seriously told them they had a birthday tomorrow (which was true asjd x3)
if and as they passed me buy you a cushion and a poster a shirt a book and more ... Ayay
enseriooooooo?! wiiiiiiii than father mama!
haha if: D but it made me stupid the guy who was selling the ¬ ¬ "I sold a 2008 tour shirt that has MAAA
naaah, a shirt is a shirt and did not see the jonas?
noooo, yet the crowd noooo
hum well, thanks mamiiiii: D \u0026lt;333333 what a fool I never saw they were going but had gone!
not worry about the next tour do we go, and see!: DDDD
WWWWWWWWWWOOOOOOOOOOW: D

like today and it came back and gave me things I point esque charm that had insisted to enter or is telling thousands of things and so, my mom loves \u0026lt;33333! Haha and well I'm blissfully happy because it is not I loved it all, after you take pictures and upload haha * cough * * cough * hahaha conceited, and well I spend great on my birthday: D thanks to those who congratulated me they want!

Friday, July 31, 2009

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morning to miss



my birthday tomorrow. I'm excited (?) The truth, I feel that this birthday will be very different from others, 14 years, maybe not because my mom will not (?) And go travel lamuy Conchuda and will not be here with me. But hey, wow I can not believe 14 years of life, although I still have 13 so we do not talk tomorrow I will be able to say, the 14 alamejor and will not be a nice year I need not get into the machine to take me to the future (?) so you can see what will happen this year, no way. I get more and more constant laziness I grow and maybe not forever like all of us to stay the same age. I think my best year was when I was 11 so it's my favorite number, because there were many beautiful experiences and Anoy school was the best I had a great time, like every year is nice but the 11 for me it does not compare to anything.

Well who cares to know what was my most beautiful years (?)-Cricricricri-anyone-cofcof course-but not just hope it is good because every year nah not have its something special. Now I'm on my photoshop, I necesitabaaaaaa memory then certainly I do not know if justin (?) For many asjd still does not live but for me if I remember I first saw it on mtv hits came with his beautiful lyrics 'one time' very cute, in its so cute videito leaving my love if we got married on Promix month (?) 8-)-in your dreams, and good enrealidad not charm me as I was so original and authentic a 15-well añoooooos diooooos that at least I think so, not to search for the money or I know something like that and encambio live life like a normal guy maybe not (?) in every sense of the word, because their videos on youtube that has not tannnn makes me love him madly happy asjd \u0026lt;3333. Well I'm doing on a web-justbieber-but not just yet so when the completion of the posting and so on. Well I'm out I'll see what happened to my photoshop, besiiiiiiii. MAÑAAAAAAAAAAAAANAAAAAAAA! 14 YEARS OF LIFE. I RETURN-ME-cofcof VIEJAAAAAA *

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

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Without


not know which one more reason I am so stupid, because if I have already mere 14 years and I am crying because my mom was or because I started to think and take the conclusion that when you wake in the day of my birthday is not going to aver one home or awake, the easiest one. my mom was an hour ago and I-I-am more than evil, yesterday after having put the text I began to mourn simply for the reason that my mom would not be for 5 days so it is, as so am I to cry. but I'm not going to say it to me as "Monica is a daughter cries for her mom because mom etc ... sipodran and say what they want but I do not care and I am sorry that people know that even with 14 (in 3 days) I cry because my mom is not, do not know how much I appreciate my mom, she's my life my everything, I love and can not imagine for me it is everything.

the worst thing that happens esque but know that everything will be fine I go to the worst thoughts, which you know yourself but not ask Diosito forces and take care of her a lot and as I'm free of those silly thoughts that the only thing I do is mourn and mourn and thus get more sad, really hurts my eyes to both mourn. and hopefully good and my mom go and return safely. : D I accept criticism but I needed to vent:) Posted

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Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Game Called Cube On Primary Games

Keep The Faith

4 days for my birthday, good 3 days will be at least 3 hours . turn 14, bah do not notice that from the 10 years we spend their lives flying? or do not know if you would feel the same ... but to me that happens to me happens to me a lot. I was so fast! sometimes not who did not want to travel through time or put on hold me to, but I spend a lot. first I was flew by so fast, I feel like just yesterday we were playing outside when the ground just high school, and all the things I did poorly in high school as I would go time so could repair all , well there were many experiences "I talk too much, and I can not pass all my first field this year rejected, notebooks are angry all my friends with me, the hypocrisy of the girls, the great hatred that some people had.


yocreo really only that all change in puberty not only physical if not also become mentally a sangrona, other depressants, some more crazy or me that of all kinds. but will, I believe that what unites us all some esque teen Once or maybe not yet, we ever felt misunderstood, that we have these days I deplano not and left with pabadas of and I want to die and thousands of things. if I'd already come to feel is horrible and do not think it will be the first and last time, esque feel like everything we get out of hand, the secular had the worst week of my life, everything was so dramatic so unreal. but best of all everything esque Turn-me-I saw the negative things differently
positive guess and I was not a good time at first, now second in reality gives me a lazy school but who cares is something we do every year haha, well it's nice to spend time with friends. Today I went to buy school books lift me very early at about 6.30 (for me it is normal when I go to school but on holiday
it's like you wake up at 4 in the morning) and I got up and bathe and change and so did thousands total of things to finish at 11 or 12 ... was tiring I was sleeping when he was in the pc
hahaha.


good and my mom to be a conference and will not be on my birthday (usually the conference would be in May and lode as the damn flu and my mom walked it had everything paid for then will go tomorrow morning. I hope and do well:) to the breast most beautiful and best in the world, if the best-: D and that the pass
lovable and I'll think I'm asleep, I qe be back Monday for I do not like waking up and not see it tell me how are you pretty? Bonsdias beautiful, candy etc ... : (And better and I will not roll that after I get sad lol mommy-daughter will say (to treatment without my mom if I am nothing, I love and have no idea) - and if I can stop vooooooy proposals to do on my birthday, I have no ideas. besiiii!

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Sunday, July 26, 2009

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you

Sometimes I just give up and thats it. But theres Sometimes Something That makes me keep the Faith. Is easy to give up, is way to easy, and Keeping the Faith is harder. everyday I try to Give my best, well I guess

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Saturday, July 25, 2009

Yeast Infection Cryotherapy



This text will not be as before. Just wanted to say I think about this great movie, that's what I came because this movie really is beautiful.


First of all if you already watch it in theaters or if it is esperenla. Well worth going to see her come to mourn rivers. It's amazing message of this movie. It's true sometimes we are so selfish with others and think only of ourselves and not let others think. It's too cute when the breast is cut hair ') that is not a lot I have to have that strength (?) Because it is to do something for the other to sientadiferente the other did not.


And if I happen because a mother would do anything for her daughter who is sick. Just that sometimes obscures this attachment the thoughts of others. And do everything for her still alive, but I think we do not want a vegetable or (?) I sometimes think it'd be nice to leave the world when you have a life of suffering, as if when you died was over all the pain came feel. And if I do not puedocreer that digaesto but it's true before I was a girl full of fear, still good but not equal, and what he feared most was ment to death who cares because it's really all we know really happen, so why be afraid of going to wing death and losing someone if not digested dule and a lot faster but still have to follow some day see them again. And it's not my mind goes to extreme-speak of great extremes, which did not have imagined that and when I die but not anymore because after this life is a better and to and find so many people. Well the movie go see it enrealidad assure you cry a lot (?) Enrealidad worth it, cry a lot nose imagine. Nah I would like to tell but then kill the curiosity of some (?) Hahaha. And also it's an excellent movie. And apartede that there is more cute, fall in love when they say they are 'the perfect match ' the love;) but was not very cute but short-lived nurse was like it happened equally well with all that suffering. And if sometimes we must let go of what we most want is better now than ever because then there will be more pain. See it;) (Y) Posted

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Friday, July 24, 2009

Cross Country Ski Boots - Calgary

the most difficult decision maybe ...

Perhaps we are two soulmates. Maybe we are polar opposites. Maybe we love. Maybe and we hate ourselves. Perhaps there is nothing between the two. Maybe there are many things in between. Maybe I'll never find, or atleast not now. Maybe and I found you. And maybe we do not know. Perhaps, and we know so well as the palm of our hands. Maybe love will tear us apart. Maybe you and love brought us together.

What follows is not related to the above I wanted not just talk - sigh about that ... not the truth, I know I have not the gift of writing things ; they reach the soul or use these words as high or not, but you know what I mean ... if I'm writing a potato and maybe things will never come or maybe you get a few people but hey it does not matter right? But just keep writing, such as accidentally deleted, if that fool will say - my photoshop I can not edit so far and my ares does not serve anything else, but just like a livejournal and see that people-some-what used to write or speak and well I decided to that I also was going to do depends on how I feel today, or simply because I want to write a issue, but good think and if I accept ycriticas bad comments, all I want is to tell me what they felt or what is wrong and that helped me become a better writing, that if not to mention the accents, I'm a potato And good for that morning or not when I have a very nice text just today I did just that'll change some things: D I think if the text is very good but is not there you believe. =)    .

Thursday, July 23, 2009

Top Ten Tech Deck Tricks

This


Is this

say I'm not an absolute mystery


always faced with your eyes, and I dodge

when I try to pull them away
.

A stud

not vanish when attempting to destroy or send
far

beyond a new account,

the final stone, hollow

oblivion.

A stubborn Sorisa
that curls my lips
when
sneak into memory as

confusion.


That word does not mean you know me but you know

kissing, touching ...
or perhaps ever
silence the love. Is this


I say that there

but in the parallel universe


a perverse imagination,
where oaths will not fade




and promises that you make me


poison me.








This ...



this ...



is.


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It is late, your face

has become far ...
afternoon, your feet have left


beyond my concern. ----

It's late,
doubles in two of my tears,

pack them in a memory.

It's late, and I
where I was yesterday

lies a belly cut up at the foot of the sidewalk.

It's late,
what I said last night swelled

innocently and all veils.

It's late, skin
boiled for hours
melts in slow drops of sweat and nostalgia


-foot frost-

It's late,
neat smile tomorrow I will have transformed

a hypocrite.

But will you be there ... So absent

you feel this
and so constant that you shall find

to tantearte

silent and so I must have been deaf
between your cries, and I shall be imprisoned

for your insolence


at this time without minutes.


Tenting Of The Left Hemidiaphragm

Morning Afternoon

Patient

look at the edge of an abyss
on the shore of another sea.

Steps
I have to give in any direction. I enjoy the silence


mirrors the path of the road mirages

consolations

unread or answers to riddles anteverso
in the clouds.

Steps
I do not intend in any direction.


slipped a question
transient wandering look at you, still

the soul is lurking


a sigh of ragweed
to cuddle a lie


Looking Glass patient

on the edge of the abyss
in edge of your sea.

Sunday, March 29, 2009

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Seeking



walls looming over my sanity,

whisper secrets in his litany vigilant stillness

torment that lies
life inside my body. Something

collapses, breaks
and withered me.


my skirt never tasted such disdain as if you smiled


when you smiled that day, that saw me and smiled-

without prior
sense
human cold

of my hand on your body of ice.

Winter without snow is sadder

that
leafless tree branches that have been twisted

by vice, weight, ABAL
hope.

The gray dawn of

is sadder because birds do not call
the sun, and the crows call upon death

enucleated.

mourn
I do not know all this, and all this
I have seen with their eyes


the clarity and candor of those who do not know

not want to miss. Because


you go and come and go and not come
and you may not call me more
account
already have saturated the call this morning

always lily
and fog.


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Text


Perhaps if you had


escaped the grip of my hope hawk

transudates not precipitated


stubbornness as heartbreaking
hail

found eroding
thoughts about where
as
find. Banal

this complaint
woman unsatisfied female clouded

not know where.


Whoever you get me out of this world

spectrum of shades of truth really

distensible.

Maybe if my bucolic

ignorance

not charge much emphasis had been my hope

released the grip
letting go. His body



preserving naive

wrinkles of anxiety and hump


load and guilt, and blindness

has been
the head, not knowing where you
or where it leads.


dream of the owner of my obliteration, disconnector

me-me
encasing a single purpose in a single utility
:
which sat in the waiting

cornice
chills remembering those who
made me mourn.

And I in my power to rip

I can not;

last I realize.


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Doubts are raised at any time without your hand incoherent amazed when you turn away and the rope tightens and you rush back into my hands unhappy and confused by empty words full of reflections and partners. When I crush it in the prevailing impose austerity that know me as obsessive and braids in the path of silence and the desire immeasurable. When you leave my memories insult determination to terms with your flight, and the completion of your exile aphrodisiac, trigger intense hatred that I bent essentially guts anguished movements necessary. When my first fury placate my second fury ghost kisses hallucinogens, dying breaths given away in the limbo of the bodies, burning flesh on the pyre of sacrifice and forgiveness, predicting difficult times where born during difficult times. When not find what you did not want me in touch frustrated and inconvenient questioning where the skin does not contain more answers than the voice muted by the watchful eyes will not find the answers hidden in the fleeting flicker off and hostile guided by the sense of thirst instinct without love, doubt I will levitate above reason, raised at all times inconsistent stunned by your side.

Sunday, January 25, 2009

How To Treat Nose Break

Questions


Now, alone, was allowed think of the stranger, rescuing the purgatory of the spirit, taking his hand crisp dust and ash, crumbled fleeting contact with each wind. Surprised by the emptiness of their orbits, pure ivory bone ... these holes did not know where they settled some day, two virtues that time and forgotten, stacked one above the other one and again, and both turn on him, managed to quell ... piled on each other over and over again, and both turn on him, managed to evaporate the sea. Not all sun, no moon, nor fatal cataclysm capable of whipping the body surface or may someday evaporate the water, but she only got it, and condensed on all their joys, and in some other time, someone else before it crashed on the floor full ebony an empty room where a bed hungry opened her mouth and devoured, body and soul and shade during nights, nights seemed like days, days that were not made on the horizon faded sheets, days que la ajaban y le rajaban la barriga, dejando salir sus adentro, todos los días. Y el olor… los olores, sus manos… esas noches malditas de días sin fin. Cada inspiración lo traía de vuelta. Cada escalofrío lo traía de vuelta. La noche era la traidora que lo traía de vuelta. Y ella no supo prepararse para la defensa. Los cascabeles en las puertas animaban al viento que bailaba con las cortinas en su merodeo por los pasillos vacíos y ecoicos, donde los pasos de dos zapatos se multiplicaban y daban la impresión de reflejar la marcha de batallones inmensos alineándose al otro lado de la puerta, centenares de invisibilidades cargadas todas de reflejos, preguntas y malas noticias… Voces rebosantes de malas noticias; voces que no la extrañaban en el inusual silencio de la festividad que rodeaba como un lazo su más reciente adquisición. Ahora, sola, se regresaba a esos días de presente sin futuro, mientras descifraba esta nueva visión apostada ante sus ojos. Volvía a reproducir los indescriptiblemente lánguidos enfrentamientos sin anestesia, la síntesis insoportable de la piel de un cuerpo sobre la piel de un cuerpo, ambos inanimados, buscando beber del otro de la manera más caníbal the redemption of the listless life, the atonement that the books of all mysticism cradled in the awesome loneliness, that could never take advantage as the black veil that blinds quickly and leaves in the vacuum means personality, leaving everyone to drift (to move on), but blindfolded. Repeated wheezing pleading that strongly tied to his lips, making kissing more insulation, distant, selfish, grasping of bitter words and cryptic phrases that put together could not decipher because they failed to say them to other ears that were not own, contemplating naked and as lonely as before I started or born, more vulnerable than before to understand that the world does not accommodate without them disposed of their bodies to break their souls and compromise their freedom of non-deities, ephemeral and deadly. Now, alone, thought of the former contents of two orbits before it lacked inert sense for a moment, then embraced the peace that inspired him to be direct sea gates, the only uterus held her for many millennia, before delivering his earthly form and view birth. She willed by the sea in the sea to the sea from sea to sea to sea. Loved him with the only shameless accomplice of his shame, and left in the sea, the deepest grave of its precious secret. And looked back at the dusty remains of the bones of the hand Cinderella, submerged in the salt water, the thought of thought, now alone, now and single, and allowed pequeñoy saved in that fragmented now, and let ; his hand and let him sink one last time.


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This is not the nightmare
this is the attic ...
(trunk) sleep caustic.

This is the dream cruel rolls
your smile ...
in my disdain.


This is the fear of fear timid
(anulación. .. cool?)

This is not the promise, this is the promise

could not meet me before breaking
.

Before falling to pieces ... And

me again forced to fill the open trunk,
(corrosive)

to try the sweet poison of vengeance

to consummate, hurting

en las úlceras
trozos, rastros
de abrasiva desgracia

que derrama la villana
(esperanza)
sobre mis corazas,

esperando ver llegar
un despertar

donde encuentre
extraviada a mi lado
la sombra de quien

-soñado-

alguna vez quizás,
mañana o eternamente

reconozca en mí
no más que las ruinas
de un refugio,

y alarmado
por su reflejo
me descarte.


Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Watch Family Guy Online Fishsticks

(Disaster)


Cuerposombra
separados...
y entre ellos
me reproduciré
desde el vacío
de novedosa antigüedad,
de donde caeré pequeña
desnuda y sin piernas,
amorfa,
sin gravedad ni manos...

No fui moldeada
en un antecerrar
para caer
desde tan antes.

No fui sedada
para despertar
desde tan... ¿hace cuánto?

Mi natalicio
no tendrá el placer
de ser en tu honor...
porque no fui suficiente
para rebosar
una pareja de palmas.

Mi sombra huyó
hacia donde las almas
no se mienten
a sí mismas
cuando soportan
su reflejo anacrónico
regurgitado en el espejo.

Quedó la cáscara vacía
y fuera de lugar.

Los suspiros tiemblan
-de todo-
al acercarse
a la punta de la lengua,
al andar por la plancha,
antes de ahogarse
en medio de un azul
unidireccional
que no los lleva
a ninguna parte.

Nada nunca fue igual
que su clon o su gemelo,
incluso en sí mismo
el mar sigue
un silencioso vaivén
asimétrico
a la vez fatal
y arrullador.

Afuera, las sombras
de afuera, las sombras
que siguen adosadas
han dado su ultimátum.

Adentro, algo también
se ha separado y muerto
mucho antes
que llegara
su turno de vivir.

Ya mañana no habrá nada
que temer o que ofrecer.

Ya mañana será uno más
de los que pasan
a ser uno menos,
acosando el paso
aplanador
del imaginario tiempo...

.

Friday, January 2, 2009

Title Insurance Collector's Deed Missouri

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¿Cuántas cosas puedes pensar en menos de un segundo? -TIC- Es la habitación más confinada de toda la casa, el aire pesa y las sombras bailan por las paredes de caoba forradas de afiches de ventanas. -TIC- Los ojos comienzan a preguntarle al cerebro si lo que entra por sus puertas es real, el cerebro no contesta, ha salido a almorzar. -TIC- Las figuras siniestras, diestras, ambidiestras, acéfalas, desfiguradas, hermosas, pululan por los tablones de ventanas de noches sin estrellas empotradas en el piso, todo comienza a girar y desvanecerse. -TIC- Los párpados desgastan las córneas, todo pica, todo duele, mirar duele, la ceguera punza la realidad de la escena, no puedes controlar la epífora inminente, angustia. -TIC- En alguna parte de la casamansiónespacioabandonado ha empezado a sonar un grifo que gotea, y el agua retuerce las tuberías envejecidas escondidas detrás de las paredes. -TIC- -PLOP- La frente se eleva empapada en sudor ante las figuras deformes que descomponen en movimiento la estructura estática del techo y se burlan de la ingenuidad y la esperanza con su danza lacónica, lasciva. -TIC- -PLOP- -TIC- -PLOP- -TIC- -PLOP- -TIC- -PLOP- El silencio es aterrador, porque las tablas de la casa crujen bajo el perceptible pero invisible peso de quien viene a buscarte. -TIC- -PLOP- Sigue goteando el grifo en todos los otros lados de la habitación, en el pasadizo secreto que carece de entrada y salida al final de la mente. -TIC- -PLOP- Las figuras se han transformado en sirenas que aullentan el miedo y siembran el auténtico pánico con sus torsos desnudos y cuerdas vocales estridentes dispuestas a enloquecer a su público. -TIC- -PLOP- ¿Dónde estás esperándolo? ¿La esquina pareció el mejor escondite, detrás de los muebles y los libros? ¿Por qué estás arrodillado con la cabeza acostada sobre una otomana y el cuello descubierto? ¿Acaso lloras? ¿Recuerdas cómo hacerlo? ¿Te rindes? -TIC- El grifo ha sido cerrado, los tubos huecos ya no crujen con el paso sutil e inconstante del agua, y ahora la luz se ha ido. -TIC- Es en la penumbra que brillan los ojos almendrados y amarillos de una figura alada que pareciera estar tallada en relieve en las paredes donde antes danzaban unas sombras y unas sirenas pervertidas gritabancantaban para enloquecerte. -TIC- Los ojos te miran fijamente, esperando tu respuesta, quieren saber qué sabes, ¿Podrás descifrarlos? -TIC- Las manos han comenzado a flaquear, para nada sirven en este espectáculo de terror, este espectáculo de la autocontemplación. -TIC- El tiempo se ha detenido para ti, para que te deleites en este pozo séptico que es tu interior, está esclavizado a tu voluntad, ahora que has cruzado el umbral de esta puerta, no saldrás de la habitación. -TIC- Es mejor que empieces a limpiar o a empacar, esa es tu decisión. -TIC- Los ojos siguen impasibles detallando las vetas color miel que rodean como una corona solar a tus pupilas rodeadas de aros verdes como la grama de verano. -TIC- Afuera todavía existe, no pierdas la paciencia pero tampoco pierdas el sentido que tuvo el tiempo antes de detenerse para ti. -TIC- Los ojos no dejarán de mirarte, levántate de la otomana y comienza a buscar la verdadera ventana, tu fracaso no tiene por qué representar al fin del mundo. -TIC- Aún estás dentro de los límites, puedes saber lo que quisiste decir cuando tomaste la iniciativa de someterte a todo esto. -TIC- Los ojos que te miran no serán rechazados, contémplalos y complétalos, deja que los escollos se fundan y fluyan de ti como la lava que arroja el cuerpo para purificarse por dentro, deja que los topacios absorban todo lo que te ha podrido. -TIC- Eso, tus piernas se han adelantado a la inmediatez de tu indecisión, enfréntate y sal airoso, antes que el crujido del piso bajo el peso implacable se detenga ante la puerta y tome la decisión por ti. -TIC- Lentamente vuelves a ver un rasguño de luz a la habitación, al mismo tiempo que un crujido y un chirrido inundan el previo silencio tenso de la mirada sostenida, lo que significa que ha llegado. -TIC- La falsa ventana está perpendicular al suelo al otro lado del compartimiento de almacenamiento, donde se apoya una pirámide hueca de papeles arrugados en cuyo interior se encuentra una papelera vacía, resentimientos que esconden al olvido purificado. -TIC- Invirtiendo el orden aparece la ventana que del otro lado no tiene una noche sin estrellas, como las otras, sino el resto de la casa. -TIC- Las manecillas del reloj en la pared norte han comenzado a andar, el mecanismo interno es estruendoso, brillantes ruedas dentadas que intentan construir la vieja ilusión de allá afuera. -TIC- -TIC- -TIC- -TIC- La luz en el cielo es muy parecida a la luz que se apagó dentro de la habitación… entonces ¿por qué el afán de salir, si no hay ninguna diferencia?